MATH SHOCK .

Okayh lets seeeeeeee I said before that I'm beginning to like math kan ? I take that back ! Just got our math quiz on function topic jer andddddddd I think I got the lowest ! FCUK . I'm getting dumb and dumber or what ? AIH . Will be having our standardized test on function next week :S AIHH . I sighed so many times today . Let me share with you guys a lil story on how I reacted looking at my pathetic mark !

It was a very chilling day , had our math class in the library . We sat in a group of 4 , my group members - Alia, Bella and Wani . Was getting all "hyped" up to do my probability tutorials . But it got terbantut when suddenly our math quiz paper was distributed . I was aiming for atleast a 20 ++ ? BUT nohhhhh I got wayyy wayyy lower than that ! Was in shock . Couldnt even show any expressions, even my fake ones . They were calming me down and say "It is alright . Dont worry" and everything . I appreciate it guys , really . . . BUT I just feel super dumb among you guys :( . Like, what the hell am I doing in KMB if people think that KMB students are very super duper smart and well-rounded and well, pretty much obvious that I'm NOT ! god. I feel the pressure at times . It's like, I dont belong here . . . I feel like I've somehow lost the interest in studying and going to school . Yes, school . Doesnt feel like college at all ! 

Well, anyhow . . . I better get my butt off to UK in 2 more years ! Then ALL My suffers are paid off . *finger and toes crossed*